New Car And Whatever Else I Decide To Ramble On About: I HAVE THE MICROPHONE AND YOU WILL LISTEN TO EVERY DAMN WORD I HAVE TO SAY!!!!

Okay so those of you that have spoken to me in the last 2 months know I am still living in Clemson and still have not found a house that I am willing to buy. So my new plan was to let my dad take over payments on my Mitsubishi Eclipse and I would buy his '89 Bronco to save my money. So with that done I have been able to build some saving back up already even though I have had the Bronco for less than a month. However I miss my car so bad I could cry sometimes! I know that sounds gay and lame, but seriously I loved the way that car made me feel. It was beautiful. But okay being an adult about it, it was a good decision. Let's see what else...new movies I have seen and hated...Closer: other than seeing Natalie Portman scantily clad this movie sucked, the cheating, the deceiving, it left me with such a sour taste in my mouth...Vanity Fair: Reese Witherspoon couldn't act her way out of a nut sack and frankly the story was too depressing for words...I Heart Huckabees: still no clue what that one was even about...Movies that did not suck that I have seen lately...White Noise: Where the hell has Michael Keaton been for the last ten years??? scary, touching, confusing, suspenseful, and did I say scary??? Due to me seeing Poltergeist way too many times the static on the tv is indeed scary and the blue screen is a great invention...Okay not a movie but Wild Boyz Season 2: I can't help it, its informative and funny and I love learning about animals from two grown men in loin cloths...Okay I got no more movies...I do want to see Boogeyman, Star Wars 2, The Ring 2, and Batman Begins. I am a sucker for the Batman movies even though I didn't see the last one. I have the trading cards from the original I am cool dammit. Okay work...it still sucks. I still want to go to grad school, but am so random in what I want to be when I grow up (24 is not grown up). I mean one day I want to be a Psychologist then next I want to be a Marine Biologist. Ironically these are exactly the two things I wanted to be in the fifth grade. Weird. Lately been thinking about all the things I miss about college...American Eagle...you know I won't even go in there anymore? Its just not the same. It took me years to quit saying things like "we" carry those shoes or pants or whatever. I can still look at someone and tell them what size they would wear in American Eagle jeans. I still cringe when I walk by a stack of unfolded shirts in a store or see tags ripped off in a dressing room. I miss having a group of people who I had a common bond with: the hatred, I mean love of the customer. I miss not really having to work every day. I even miss floor sets. Good times. Another thing I miss about college is naps. In my current living situation my neighbors are avid drum players, only they suck. Okay that's not fair. 100% of the time they do not suck...but 99.9% of the time they do suck. Just now the neighbor came to ask me when I would be sleeping. I am not in any hurry to sleep so not a big deal. I do get off earlier now for the summer though and would love to nap, but that is never possible! At like 3:30 they decide okay let me play some jamming beats...I cannot entirely complain though because they have truly improved. They ask now if they are going to be loud and they don't really play at night on week nights anymore. Its good. But naps used to be so great. I loved it. I miss also my Sophomore year...good times. I miss living with Jennifer and having a friend I loved and trusted around 24/7. I am lucky to see her once a month now. Although I do get to be a bridesmaid for the first time ever, thanks Jenn! I miss being drug to Greenwood because I had a car and she didn't so she could see Richard. I miss having no responsibilities. I have too many now it feels like...but hey I guess that is part of getting older of course. Okay so really this has been a complete and utter rambling. And in the missing don't get me wrong... I am really happy where I am right now too. Seth has really become my best friend. He puts up with me being a big dork and super crazy. If any of you reading this really really know me, you have seen me act so stupid its not even funny...of course probably everyone of you in different ways. I love being able to dance around the house and act like a complete fool and he not judge me. Its cool really. Life is so cool how things can change so drastically and yet be just as great. Okay so I am done with rambling and maybe you feel caught up or maybe you feel lost on where I was going with this...hopefully more to come:-D